I had everything until I lost it all.

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One reckless night, one brutal car crash, and suddenly, my privileged, sheltered world came crumbling down. My parents gave me an ultimatum: get clean or lose everything. So, they sent me to a remote lake house in Missouri, where I had nothing but silence, my regrets, and the painful truth of my addiction. Just as I started to rebuild, life knocked me down again, this time with a Type 1 diabetes diagnosis.

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Desperate for stability, I took a job at a restaurant owned by Nick, a hardened veteran barely keeping his head above water. He was drowning in debt; I was drowning in uncertainty. Then he proposed the unthinkable: a marriage of convenience. For him, it was a lifeline. For me, it meant medical care I couldn't afford. It was supposed to be simple, just survival. No emotions. No messy attachments.

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Toxic Hearts is my story. Raw, messy, and painfully honest. Proof that even the most shattered hearts can still find a way to heal