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Some wishes come true, some become toxic....

We met on the verge of losing our lives. Somehow, the tattered strings of our tragedies tangled into an unlikely bond. All the stars were aligned, or maybe it was the breaking point of our addictions that brought us together. It was our love for music that solidified our bond, and he became my best friend. We had the same birthday. 11-11. We made wishes to each other that felt more like promises. The biggest one of all was to get married to each other by the age of 22 if we both weren't already. I kept my end of the bargain. He did not.

I was forced to deal with the consequences.

Five years later, I’m back in my hometown, where the pain feels just as familiar as the memories. When I find myself caught in the middle of my parent's failing marriage, I’m willing to do anything to stay away from them.

When my friend comes up with a solution, it all seems too good to be true. But my long-life wish quickly becomes my nightmare when I’m forced to live with the landlord, who also happens to be the quarterback of the Arizona Cardinals.

I despise football players.

But that’s not the worst part... He’s also my best friend's older brother.

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​If you are a sensitive reader or find specific topics to be emotionally triggering, please exercise self-care and select a different book.
Toxic Wishes is intended for mature audiences who enjoy dark subject matters, eating disorders (a&b), bullying, parental neglect, drug abuse, suicide, death of main character, negative self-talk, miscarriage (not of main character nor discussed in detail) attempted rape, rape of sie character, partner abuse (not on page)


 

Toxic Hearts

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May 26th 2025

Amazon Reviewer

This book is raw, emotional and just wow. It shows how life can throw everything it can at you and then kick you when your down. Just to stand you back up and dust you off.

With all that though I enjoyed the story. I like the growth the FMC went through. It showed strength and resilience even in the hard times.

Goodreads Reviewer

This book is full of so much real life emotions and struggles. Between everything Nick and Melanie dealt with both together and alone before they came together is amazing. The survival and growth these main characters experienced is so sweet and heartwarming. Such a beautifully written story.

Amazon Reviewer

Omg this one gripped my heart and wouldn’t let go! I was completely invested in the story. Filled with addiction and slow burn romance, loved that it was real life struggles and I could 💯 relate to it. If you’re looking for a heart felt emotianal contemporary romance with plenty of real world struggles, recovering from an accident having to do with drugs. Our FMC is sent to a remote lake house that’s a halfway house. Things happen and Melani needs to get a job. And we meet Nick who eventually suggests a convenience of marriage to help them both out. I loved how messy and honest this was. This has some darker themes so please check the trigger warnings…
Other than that I absolutely 💯 recommend this read! Happy reading

Goodreads Reviewer

​I was captivated from start to finish!
Melanie and Nick's story was definitely an
emotional roller-coaster. It dealt with trauma, and pain, but also healing and growth.
Both main characters were facing their own troubles and challenges. So, their journey wasn't easy. However, seeing them go from a marriage of convenience to falling in love, was beautiful.

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